• Tracey Matthews

Remembering who you are and where you come from

Updated: Jul 22

Hello and welcome to my blog page, today I am talking about the essence of who we really are. More than ever before in history, we're experiencing a collective consciousness and at the heart of this awakening is the authentic true self. If you're reading this blog, you may be on a spiritual journey and in the process of becoming aware of yourself or possibly interested in doing so. It may be you haven't been down the healing path, but you've tapped into a knowing of your inner real self.

Personally, where my healing journey took me was not as I expected, because I considered the journey to be in a forward motion, a long road leading to whatever it was taking me. My journey took me unexpectedly not in the straight methodical line as I anticipated but in a full circle?! Arriving at the destination of me and in particular, my soul!

Once I connected to the Universe, it tripped a switch in me and the more I walked my path it was inevitable I was going to bump into my true self that is encased in my physical body!

The sheer happiness of healing and meditating was exhilarating, being connected seemed familiar to me, it was like being home. In my mind and upper level of higher states, I felt glorious and self-empowered, however, what I kept secret was that I seemed to lose my way at different junctions in life. It was increasingly getting harder to get myself back, even to work out what caused me to lose my way. It seemed I had somehow found myself in the third dimension of reality; a life that became considerably blocked, confused, like I was on a roller coaster without any control. I was experiencing what felt like a restricting invisible rubber band holding me back from my full potential. The cherry on the cake was that I entered an all-new low of struggle with fear.

It was a paradox to me how we could experience such polarity, one being a high level of happiness on a spiritual level but also experience at some points the total opposite.

As we draw closer to the essence of our true self, how do we get through those times when we're thrown off balance and return peace and harmony back into our lives?


Within everyone is that desire to become who we're meant to be and accomplish our purpose. If you are able to meditate or you know how to connect through Reiki you can get to know parts of you. Simply asking ourselves questions is a good starting point, by quietening the mind is beneficial as this helps us get in touch and go within.

During these times notice what comes to mind, you may have a sense of wanting to do something, a mission, a passion of yours. It could be teaching people, speaking out, drawing attention, supporting a cause, or bringing your talent out for others to enjoy. Home in on what turns a light on within you, or does nothing for you. This may take several attempts at getting to a deeper level of you, so give yourself time to surf out all the stuff we think we should do or have been doing for years, even the have-to's because this will open the door for the real desires to surface.

Quite often when we approach bumps in the road on our journey, it follows as a result of a change in our lives or circumstances that unfold, leaving us out of sync. Unexpected outcomes to situations can make it hard to work out why we've entered a difficult period, we may perhaps even miss the transition into what put us there.

Why is going within so paramount at these times?


When I started my journey years back, I never dreamed that a simple healing technique of Reiki would lift a veil to show my true self and give me the empowerment to creating what I wanted, versus letting all the negative stuff keep rolling out. You see every time we consciously connect, we drink and soak up if you like, this life force energy from which we are made. What this does is enable us to slow down, relax, be present, get into an alpha state, whereby we are more receptive intuitively to gain clarity to what is actually happening around us.

I like referring to Reiki as my underpinning because from this a foundation was built, with a clarity I could begin bit by bit to untangle myself from the restricted rubber bands that were stopping me from doing what I wanted and break free from what was not working for me.

At this point, I tapped into a different reflection of my true self that blew me away!


Akashic Records is like holding a mirror up so you can see your Soul, metaphorically speaking. This mirror showed me a reflection and image from an awareness I hadn't even anticipated previously, my Soul!

It was different, it was an angle showing timelessness, an energetic profound view, and wow I instantly recognized and resonated with this.

This reflection gave me a glimpse into my true self without the physical body, with the realization that life is a series of choices that have consequences, and the further away we are from our true self the more our lives reflect that back. What I've learned on my journey is that we hold within us the answer to every question and it's our true self that holds the key to what makes us happy; genuine joy experienced in our lives.

Coming to terms with this means we can begin to gain our control back, all it takes is small steps because this is how I maneuvered myself back into the driving seat in certain life situations and this is where our empowerment lies! You are the powerful creator of your life, it's just that you might not feel that way or life isn't reflecting that back yet.

This is exactly why I do this work, teaching Reiki; because when you have a conscious connection to Life Force energy, this will return you to the essence of who you are. Within you holds an individual record of your Soul's evolution, which is one of the most powerful means of remembering who you are. When you do this, you will tap into your power!

More than this, it will serve you in the most incredible ways as you navigate your way in this lifetime!

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Hi, I'm Tracey

My purpose is to help you connect with the natural flow of Reiki energy, for personal and spiritual well-being. Unlock your own healing potential and tap into the subconscious mind, the higher self, to understand the meaning of your present life experiences and the spiritual journey. ​ Learn Reiki and Connect fully supports you in your journey to access all knowledge from within using powerful tools to unlock this part of you! ​ If you're going through a spiritual awakening, and seek answers, then you're in the right place! Discover more >

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